A visit to PARADISE....

When he took me to his place, the gates of heaven were opened, the fragrant atmosphere gripped my heart. Through the narrow lanes when he guided me, I felt free and protected. His face shone like dewdrops in the first winter night on a young rose bud. The brows knitted in care heightened the grace of his face. He held me with his eyes and unfolded the wings of happiness of my heart. At the threshold of the pious land I felt my soul crumbling. beauty and purity reflected, wherever I turned my face. After getting the blessings when I moved in his house, He greeted me with the bowl full of relishing kheer. Every sorrow of my heart seemed to have taken a flight. I was immensely happy and contented. The peace that I had experienced there, has left an everlasting impression on my heart and is going to act as a buffer against the harsh realities of life.

U may be far away...

You may be far away, enjoying and laughing with your family and friends.

you may be busy with your work and completing your projects.

throwing me and my memories from your conscious mind,

you may have got "new" love to love,

you may have got new moments to cherish

by burning all the signs of my existence in your life

you may have got the whole world in your fist and enjoying the attention

you may have broken my images in your heart into pieces

but one day or one moment or once in your life

voice of your chained heart will overpower.

the voice of your heart ll peirce your reasoned mind

and the walls of your soul will resound with my name

over the ruins of mine, on which you once built your empire,

they will rise and haunt you wherever you will go or reside,

the scars, the hurts, bruises, pains or burns or bruises

that you gifted me, will get mouths, and scream in your ears

you may not know what wrong you did,

you may not know the reasons of my unshed tears,

but sooner or later you will face them staring in your eyes,

i will not let the pain to go or wounds to heal,

but i will sit and wait for the "day of judgement" to come!!!!

Jai Hind!!

"Nanha munna raahi hu..
desh ka sipahi hu
bolo mere sung Jai Hind Jai Hind"

In my childhood days, this was one of the songs that used to fill me with immense patriotism for my country. but gradually when the pitiable condition of my nation and my incapability to do something descended on me, I preferred to fell back, to let the things be as they are. I adopted an attitude of turning my back to every wrong happening in my country because I knew that my voice like most of the times will be subdued.One day, I unthinkingly opened a newspaper and at the very front page saw a small man in white kurta payjama with right fist in the air. a volley of questions stormed my heart. I scanned the article quickly and found that this man is named "Anna Hazare" who is spear heading the anti corruption movement against the government. Now I looked carefully at the picture.Deep and honest pair of eyes were set in either side of a flat but concrete nose. I immediately took out my laptop and googled information about him. I found out that he has completely reformed a village. It is the true portrayal of Shelley's utopian wold. Everything is perfect in Hazare's village. watching and reading about him and his moral deeds, a hope is kindled that if people of my country will tread in his footsteps, forgetting about all the divisions among themselves than glory that we deserve will dawn on us.
Like many, I am standing in support of Anna Hazare and is all ready to stake my life for the welfare of my country. For me he is the reincarnation of Gandhi ji and I know that he will wade off the evil from our country. but now situations are worse, Indian politicians are ruthless barbarians, much more cruel than Britishers. I dont know when will everything turn out to be in common man's favor but the thing i am sure about is that if this revolution is sustained for long time than that day is not far when we will be happy to see our youth preferring India over other countries.

Story of a shoe..

I was gifted to him on his birthday.
proud was i of my pure white color,
as proud was he to wear me,
i was liked and admired by my owner.
he took me wherever he went,
i caressed his feet with my soft insides
made all his pains mine.
but with time my whiteness dulled
with it my image in my master's eyes dulled
i tried to look good
but he said, "no more i can wear you"
i saw disgust in his eyes for me
"what will people say, if i l go with you"
i was thrown out,
as i was worn out
picked up was i from dustbin
stiched up was i from thead and pin
i was made ready again, but with a little change,
my insides were hardened and my outsides were ruined...

A BLESSING...

I have you now, now I don’t need anyone

Life dragged and boiled me

But you healed and cured me.
Love is now long gone, I said

But you said you don’t need it or anything else.

I abused u, cursed you, hated you,

Still you saw in me something that other could not.

When all my “so called” best pals left me,

you stood beside me and gave me strength

You became father, friend, and lover.

 And slowly plucked all the thorns from my soul.

How to thank you, I don’t know.

All I know is that you are a blessing in disguise

That I will keep in my heart for forever…

I LOVE the way you..

As I cry I love to see you smile over me from a distance.

It hurts but I love the way you lie to me.

It hurts to be alone but I love the way you left me to rot.

I love everything about you even when the reason of my pain is you.

I loved the way you broke my heart and went away smilingly, while I was writhing in pain. 

I loved the way you said that “its not hard to leave you”. 

I loved the way you toyed with my body and left it when you got bored of it.

I love the memories that have become a bed of thorns.

I love every bit of it. I love to think that I was wrong in loving you.

But the only thing I hate is the word "love"!!