Forever

Silence was all around.

As no one was around.

With darkness all around

I laid my head on the green ground

Thinking aloud to myself,

Speaking aloud to myself.

I felt the trickle of tears in my eyes.

I saw the tricks of my past before my eyes.

In the dark stark night,

With fallen leaves by my side.

His face covered my sight.

Like a snow flake lost in a deep ocean.

I lost myself in his deep eyes’ ocean.

Wrapping me in his arms.

In those silent night hours.

all the secrets hidden away came out.

All the fears deep inside me came rushing out.

We talked through night to morning,

And saw the sun rising.

In the sun rays.

I see in his eyes:

My dreams and my smile.

My hopes and my life.

I knew that this love of his

And this care of his.

Will last forever.

Because he is the one,

Who will leave me never

dear friend

When the sun has set forever,

When the darkness is looming over

When the closed eyes are vacant

And instead of prayer there is lament

I search  for you

I search for you my dear friend

Because I know you will be there

Because I know I will be saved

But what is it?

What are you laughing at?

Don’t go away dear friend

Don’t turn your back on me dear friend.

Turns the dear friend at last, to say:

“this is what you deserve.”
and 'this is what i wanted to do"

looking

Looking at the sky changing colors and the lush green of the earth my heart skips a beat. It reminds of the days when my life was as beautiful as these scenes. It is hard to believe how life turns out to be. It hollows down every dream and hope while you are left to paddle out your way through the sea of sorrows. I am trying my best and so hard that I almost rip my own heart in the process and hide from my past. Do I succeed? Yes, I do. I smile, I sing but the moment I let down my guards and I see my tear stained face, trying to get my attention and I feel what I have done to myself. I feel myself saying that I was wrong. I see the falling heart in the bottom of darkness and I realize that I have lost myself, completely.

My Valentine

The white rose sparkling,

In the morning rays of sun.

The red spreads around the sky,

As the sun cascades in the sky.

All these scenes that I admire,

Fails when I see her sleeping calmly.

Beauty so pure and serene,

That I feel like teen.

All the red roses seems to blossom in her cheeks,

As the sunrays dances on her bed sheet.

Every time I see her around me,

I realizes how lucky is “me”.

A Moment...

I had it in control.

Every step was in control.

Avoided all the chances,

Created all distances.

Only To protect her stance.

But fate planned it differently.

But time wanted it differently.

All the conventions aired,

As my desires fired.

All along being her protector,

Now I wanted to be her lover.

Guilt is going to be there.

“No I don’t want guilt for this”, I swear

Drawing her closer to me.

No distances in between we see,

I brought our two worlds together,

But for only a moment not forever.