Just like a bee that flies and sits in the womb of a flower to extract honey, my mind too settles in the womb of my memories and extracts happiness that transmutes into a smile. With it there is a whisper of a word “beautiful”. This word “beautiful” comes to my mind because in the tragedy of my life I have come forth as a new person who is proud of herself for taking the courage to deal with her life alone. I remember myself to be a girl who used to be scared with almost everything. Then suddenly finding my life’s support in others and now abandoned with everyone I found the real “me”. and this meeting with “me” has been really satisfying. And with the experiences gained I have come to know that I am the most beautiful human being who is a good friend, great lover and an amazing daughter. And all of this is achieved by me with no outside support. So looking back at the wars that I waged with the world I feel like winner. I have nothing but this nothingness has given me chance to know me. There will be downfalls and tears as they are the part of life but the most empowering thing is that I am going to be the Captain of the ship of my life. The storms will come and it will try to wreck the ship of my life but I will save it. I will put the anchor of undying faith in the seas of sorrows and steer my ship to safety.
superb eg of self analysation...m so glad that u have ealised all this abt urself at last...wn i was reading it i felt as if u writing xactly wt i feel abt u...everyone is facing troubles bt coming out of it is a winner's task...n u r a winner...i beliv in every word u hav written fr urself...n m proud of u...d way u hav descibed ur whole xperience of self ealization is wonderful...m sure whoever vl read dis will applaud ur courage....n dont ever foget that u r braver thn u believe n stronger than u think
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