Tuesday, 15 November 2011

AJMER and my friend

Ajmer is going to be seperated from me. again, i will be a loner going on new destinations but the memories of the turbulent times through which i went through is going to remind for ever about the kindness and accepting nature of ajmer. i have done things here which nobody could have expected from me, neither had i but the merciful soil of ajmer took care of the wanderings and flights of my head and heart and managed to give me soft landings. silence and quietitude of this place soothed the wailings of my soul.

            this terrific equation of me with ajmer is all due to my friend who is an embodiment of the characteristics of ajmer. in the winepress of sorrow, he used to guide me through it. this bond between two of us which is being cemented by the bad times is going to last for long. his laugh which is like a golden sunray peircing through the dark inked sky and his eyes that twinkles, opening and closing like stars being born and being quenched. everything of him gives me a concrete satisfaction that i am not alone, that i have one friend who is equal to many. he held my hand when i was abandoned, when i was left alone to drown. i remember how he used to spent hours in consoling me. i will never forget the love and care that he bestowed over me. everything that he did for me is hard for anyone to imagine but in real sense he taught to deal with life, to love and to laugh. for me he is that prince about whom every girl. from the pages of a fairytale he has come and he has really rescued me from the darkness in my life and made me fell in love with his city, with his people. with him world seems to be a completely different place. a place that is rosy and fragrant, where there is all happiness. his presence makes everything seems still and faintly luminous and the air sweet to breathe, as in a thicket drenched with showers. i dont know now how to sum up my feelings. a lot more is left unsaid but i have no idea how to give them a proper form. so i prefer to end here, saying that this place has blunted the knife of life on the wounds of my heart and has made it tolerable to live.

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