it hurts when you get to know that every person to whom you turn to is ready with a stake to drive it through your heart. everything that you look up to is going to come right in front of you crashing. i have been through this alot more to end my lifetime and all those who have hurt me is going through their best times. right now i am hearing from those who pretends to care about me. there is something happening to me that the higher power and my past love wanted uit to happen to me. my heart is now being dried of all emotions and sentiments and i am just like a perfect scrapebook for the people to write anything they want. they all have used me and they are using me as if i am a toy of amusement for them and the fun part of all this is that i am letting this to happen to me because i want to be loved even when all i get is opposite of it but even the fake ones gets hold on to me and i let myself go with it despite of knowing that all i am going to get more backs turned on my face and more wounds on my heart. nothing have changed, not even a bit. the primal reason for my exitence has abandoned me. and now everyone is waiting my heart to explode.
Shweta ab rulai gi kya........its hurting me that u r hurt....bt i must say its nice that by ur writing skills i get emotional and that is what a writer is .really now ur my favourite writer..and poet really pehle me charles dickens ko pasand karti t bt ab tujhe karti hu i always wait for ur new2 articals and poems..superb dear keep writing..:-)
ReplyDeletebutifully written...i think pain is a powerful drive in u..
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